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Yesterday I went to the park with a friend of mine and he told me that he had something he wanted to show me. I was curious, like I always am and followed him. Besides, I didn't think about his intentions much because he's my friend and I've known him for more than 7 years. I trusted that he'd be showing me something amazing, because he usually does so I fully took my cover down.
Than he suddenly held on to my hand and kissed me...
What is it with you. My friend for so long and he just kisses me like that.
I didn't know what to do and so I started crying. I don't know why, it just happened.
So he took me home and gave me a letter with my name on it.
After he left I went to my room and cried on the bed... for quite some time. Than I opened the letter.
Inside was a poem...
My love is like an ocean
It goes down so deep
My love is like a rose
Whose beauty you want to keep.
My love is like a river
That will never end
My love is like a dove
With a beautiful message to send.
My love is like a song
That goes on and on forever
My love is like a prisoner
It's to you that I surrender.
I didn't know what to say or do. In the letter was also a tinny CD. I've never seen anything like it, but it somehow fit into my CD drive anyways. There was a song on it. It was my favorite song... he knew it because I told him... a long time before I even thought about him in any special way.
Today I called him and he said my name in a way he never said it before. I could hear him breath quite troubled and he said "I've liked you ever since I've met you...".
It's just too much for me. I'm quite insecure about relationships at this point and this just came to me with such a rush. I don't know what do do... I'm not sure if I like him as much as he likes me... I don't want to hurt him either thought... This feeling is the worst!